okokok, i try not to be emo okay? :D haha my head still hurts and for the whole day, my head is like spinning here spinning there =.= so damn xin ku can? got a few times feel like vomitting oso =.= warning to people: Don't drink so much when u cant =.= BUT! sometimes, when too much things are going through ur mind, they are all u have T_T so no choice luh :D bwahahas today physics lesson went through Prelim 1 de paper haha wa Mr Soh damn pro la, made the paper seem so damn easy la!! and then after that did past year o level practical paper, lols, quite easy leh hahaha lol , i sounded like i so pro hahaha but i failed badly in prelim 1 =.= L1R4 38!! hahaha, zzz Blanche is leaving for thailand ~~ T_T so lonely, nobody call me ah gong liao ... lalalas, i will miss u de blanche!! :DD tomorrow sleep sleep sleep and i think gg cut hair!!! wahahas, i wan cut emo hairstyle LOL maybe cut until the fringe look damn long liddat :D:D:D wahahas, and maybe dye hair YAY!!! sam say i have white hair =.= OMG!!! hahaha okay la, i think nothing more to write le, :D takecare all!!

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok, It's ok, It's ok

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my
You're my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away

Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay...

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
(repeat)

lyrics and melodies by Ronnie Winter, music by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

i will never get sick of this song, no choice, somebody that i respects alot teached me this song, and im proud of it (: and i've changed the song back to this, its too nice, or maybe add in FaceDown some other time ba (:

being alone and lonely is no child's play

i am damn pathetic

hahaha if can zoom in u all can see diana de eyes =.= ._. lol im damn bored laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lalalalalalalas, zzz damn sian damn sian

okay, posting for today, finally!! ._. first, i wanna clarify what weitat tagged, is not i want gain sympathy or what, this is my blog, i can type what i want to, weitat, relac ah, i juz clarifying only ^^ so, today early in the morning went to school, met yishan at front gate, and then went for physics lesson, today one quite easy haha learn about physics de graphs and "best-fit" lines haha kinda easy to me, and then to circuits aha! the best, chenglei and me de forte lols, we learnt it at NYP b4 so, quite simple for us la lols even though i still did it wrongly :X lols rusty liao haha after lesson felt abit strange den went home, and then downloaded bleach, haha cooked noodles lols, everyday eat noodle, hahaha after that jiu start playing with guitar, today learnt quite a lot of new songs like errr, Face Down Acoustic, Apologize, Dark Blue, Iron Man, Miserable at best (still learning), Teardrops On My Guitar(trying to learn now haha) and perfecting Your Guardian Angel, haha all this are nice songs dun believe u can go find haha going to have dinner soon lols, hahaha okay la, shall stop here :D tomorrow physics 930!!! jyjy!!! and jiayou to somebody's band, i shall not say it as might have conflict AGAIN which i don't want, so, its not in a sarcastic manner la, but if any member of that band(FL!) haha see this, jiayou!!! hope u guys can excel with a new bassist!! jiayous!!! (no sarcastic ah!! and is sincerely, hope to see u guys perform on teacher's day!!! (: )

hmm, we are better off friends right?
haha, and its ur wish too right?
lets just stay as friends (: FIRST! wahahahas xD

alright, im back!! cos of Blanche!! My cutecute friend!! haha Blancheeee!!!! hahaha lols i guess im going crazy, i admit i start to emo le .. haix, i finally know what is like to be ALONE, this time, yes, ALONE, ALL ALONE hmm, guess what i've done cant be undone, all serves me right, i brought it upon myself, i don't mind saying out what happened here, 4 times in less than 6 months i made wrong decisions and made myself end up all alone so this might be a super long long post and maybe will make ppl buay song haha a.k.a quite offensive, so, err, "victims" like jiayi and kelvin, sorry but bear with it yea? paiseh ah .. hmm, history DOES repeat itself, im back to the status i had when i was in sec 1


1st incident
Right before CNY

my mother called i answered, kelvin was on the earphones with me, we were listening songs, and then, my mum called asking me i was with who, and of cos i said i was with kelvin then my mum asked which kelvin it was and of cos everyone knows kel broke his leg, den i told my mum, the one that broke his leg, den my mum, dunno why, say long long time ago de thing like "i tot u say u dun like him" walao eh so long ago liao, somemore everyone knows when kel is back from injury, his attitude changed until like siao, of cos THAT TIME i dun like him, den some b@stard called @**y went to "tiao bo li jian" backstab me, telling kelvin ALOT of thing i didn't said, and then kelvin believed him =.= and then there went our friendship.
-end of 1st incident-

Reflection: shouldn't let kelvin hear the earphones as my mum dunno what is in my mind. =.=!!


2nd incident
in midst of dunno march i guess

it was geog/ss lesson, i kinda joked with LQ saying something "bad" about her, and then she took it for real =.= thats about it, juz like that, then she jiu buay song me lor, im not saying she is at fault or what.
-end of 2nd incident-

Reflection: shouldn't joke. =.=!!!


3rd incident
lately, err 2 weeks back?

it was prelims ba, then all of a sudden, LQ and gang attitude me again =.=!!! okay, i didn't know what happened, and then HM told me, that LQ is angry cos i talk to jiayi when i said i hate her, ya, i hated her, but why am i talking to her? zz LQ's wish was to see me back together with kelvin as friends, of cos i went to the person that partly made me n kel quarrel 1st, but they didn't know anything
-end of 3rd incident-

Reflection: Should tell them what i was "planning". =.=!!


4th incident
2 days back

It was after jamming session, me n zul were talking on msn, we quarrelled over SOMETHING that is err, not supposed to be posted out here, so pm me if u wanna noe what happened
-end of 4th incident-

Reflection: -nil-


So, overall, im all alone again!!! how good is that? =.= people out there, cherish ur friends and people around you, trust me, u won't wanna be like me, losing a whole bunch of good friends in less than 6 months, maybe i should write out who i lost
Kelvin!!, sasi, jonathan, jiayi, LQ!!, fenella, doris, joey, trisha, jason, hweemin, Zul!!, Guowei!!, Fugle Lovelorn!!, and im all alone again ...

thanks friends like
[edited]Daniel!!(Thanks bro!! u were always there) Shermin!!(Thanks gemini darling!!) Yishan!!(Thanks cutey sister) Meiyi(even though we had some conflicts, but thanks), Diana!!(even though i know u awhile only ._.) , Chenglei( Lei bro!!), Sam(Mr Frozt!!), Huixin my idiot friend (: and lastly, my beloved grand daughter!! Blanche!!! ♥!!! (tell me if i left u out :P)
Friends are important, remember that!!![/edited]

yo guys, holidays seriously boring~~ haha cant go pasir ris park cos its raining and nobody wan go hahaha maybe i should've went there to emo
anyways, this song i've just changed, the name is called "Miserable At Best" by Mayday Parade its introduced to me by daniel, my brother~ haha its quite an emo song, but very nice, that doesn't mean im emo!!! here's the lyrics (:


"Miserable At Best" by "Mayday Parade"

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could giveIs everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best



such a nice and emo song (: great for ppl who fell out of love or kana reject or sad trust me, if u are listening to it for the 1st time, it might sound boring, but after listening for a few more times, i tell u, u will love this song (: so, if u want this song, juz pm me or daniel (:


im really falling in love with you
but everytime u ignore me
i feel freaking sad ...
And i can live without you
But Without you i'll be miserable at best...
and lastly, im not a hongster or sweettalker
i may had been one, last time, when it was like, LONG ago?
but after that, i became devoted to all my relationships
even between friends, i kana misunderstood blah blah blah
i also dont care, like lately i kinda lost MOST of my friends
juz trust me will ya? i really love u ...

juz came back from final jamming session, no voice liao ... bleah~~ dying soon~ throat hurt like siao
i need ur care
today de chinese o levels can be described as, damn easy!
after that went to eat at pizza hut, and then jamming and then back here.
so my life is kinda boring actually :( sad
hmm, tomorrow will be a boring day, anyone want go pasir ris park? i play guitar for u all :D
yea, so PM me if interested!! haha or sms me, lols, :DD

im falling in love with you ..
yes
you!! im sure u already have a feeling that i like you
im going crazy ..
i really need you ...
sorry for bringing this upon u ...

hi all, im back blogggin, and im gonna go sleep haha damn tired, hope tomorrow can do well and good luck to all those taking o lvl chinese tomorrow!!! nothing much today, went aunt hse slack whole day played with the 2 siao dogs!! haha and merv changed his exos woohoo, damn BIG i shall show u haha and while eating i anyhow squeeze mayonaise den in de end like hotel de standard, damn nice haha and the last few pics is a lamp, but it looks like iron man de heart LOL

BIG~~hotel standard fish cake LOLiron man de heart!!!!! LOL

takecares!!! seeya tomorrow!!!

♥爱 - Blanche - my cute cute friend and im her sotsot/siao/weird ahgong (:

alright, will post more tomorrow, or maybe not,

GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR 'O' LEVELS CHINESE ON MONDAY!!!!!!

i've learn how to put things behind, let things go & move foward in life ... today, i made a decision, to let her go ... and never turn back again ... i hope im doing the right thing, and i hope i wun regret ...

anyways, today nothing much happened hahaha as expected, after i flung-ed my prelim 1 my result is out!!! one C5, one C6 & five F9 LOL hahaha i'll show u i WILL chiong studies during june hols, i'll show u my prelim 2 results :D and i played iron man the game, quite fun la but as expected from us games, u will get bored of it after some time haha but the graphics kick ass!! and bleach heat the soul 5 is fun too!!! juz go check out http://ggrpodcast.blogspot.com to see the preview of bleach heat the soul 5, by daniel :D alright then everyone, takecare!!!

yesterday went to watch ...

IRONMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahas

a.k.a "ti lang"(metal man in hokkien)

&

a.k.a "tang dou ren"(iron man in chinese)

with Rongjian and Shifeng hahaha they two are damn funny la, anyways, the movie is damn nice!!! anyone wanna go watch? i wan watch again!!! wahahas, seriously i will give 4.5 stars upon 5 cos they made iron man injured alot and too much time le hahaha but overall, it rocks!!!! hahaha, so anyone who is interested to watch it again or haven watch de pm me or sms me oso can :D iron man rocks la~~ woohoo~~ Tony Stark!!! hahaha chinese o lvls coming liao, omg omg, why am i not scared? =.= lols i oso dunno sia hahaha all i noe is lately chinese class i keep sleeping HAHA :P

today after school went to take my Bleach Heat The Soul 5!!! wahaha it came with a towel(limited edition) :D wahahas, its fun la!!! new de leh, siao siao wahahas, maybe will call daniel do a GGR! on it :D so stay tuned to http://ggrpodcast.blogspot.com/ <<

The truth is ... I am IronMan ... wahahas, those who watched it should noe what that meant :D

Labels: i'm letting go and giving up ...

i juz read finish me n u!X!nH de msn history ... how i hope everything can go back to 22nd of february 2008 ... how i hope i can have ur love for once more ... :'( i really regretted everything i did... why is love so complicated? why cant it be simple? i hope time machines really existed ... haix... nvm ... its all impossible ... but i wun juz give up ... i will touch u ... i will not go back in time, but i will let ur feelings go back to how it was when it was 22/2/2008, i will rmb this day, 22/2/2008... u are loved since then ... and i will continue this love... i promise...


today, skool was as per normal boring, and my L1R4 for prelim 1 is 38 LOL but my prelim 2 will be good i promise, and after skool went zul uncle hse practice bass, double bass and guitar then came home eat noodles haha, actually nothing much happen today ... kinda boring life but with her, its not, :D alright then, hope to see her tomorrow morning, and i will treasure every second to be accompanying her...

cookiemonster, i love you
by, tiger

Labels: can we go back to 22/2/2008?

my 200th post!!! wahahas today nothing much la, juz go skool check paper, as expected, my result kanasai hahaha den talked about some serious stuff, shall skip that, if u wan noe den pm me msn ba, den i see my mood wan tell u not xD then came back did house chores all the way den zul n hweemin came to take zul de $6 and he brought the bass back to my house again =.=!!! lols, anyways, TOMORROW FISHING!!!! yay!!!! wahahahas, shiok-ed :D anyways, since my birthday is coming, anyone get me this?

website:http://www.ibanez.co.jp/products/eg_page2008.php?area_id=4&data_id=1442&color=CL01&year=2008&cat_id=1&series_id=51

okay, i noe getting me this is totally impossible =.= too ex liao hahaha

or, maybe, this?

website:http://seowchoon.com/main/product_info.php?products_id=4118

yea!!! COD4!!!! wahahahas this is much cheaper lols

website:http://seowchoon.com/main/product_info.php?products_id=5326

or even this but the COD4 is cheaper HEHEHE

even though i noe nobody will give me none of those, im juz entertaining myself, so, scram if u dun like me posting this :D hahaha takecare people!! im off to sleep (so early?) lols, haha tomorrow 6am muz reach zul hse wake him up lol

lazy to post, damn tired ... wahahas, iPod touch is damn freaking sshiok, thanks la weitat, best bro man wahahas, lols, anyways,, sian, i wan sleep liao, and my part timee tuiton teacher is playing audi =.= what kind of teacher is this? LOL my teacher is **ahem*hui**ahem*xin**ahem
my "good" teacher hahahahaha hope she teach me i will pass ba hahahaha ok la, i wan go sleep liao, nites all~~~

a new song, for u guys to check it out,

“So Near, Yet so Far”
Words and lyrics by Daniel & JingKai

*Verse 1*
I’ve been sitting around
Waiting for someone like you to come around
(to come around)
No matter how long I wait
I know it’ll never be great (never be great)
Even If I’m feeling down
You know I’ll never come around

*Bridge*
I’ll know that you won’t be there for me
But you would be the only one I’ll see

*Chorus*
Cos I Know
That We can’t go on
But I’ll have to keep staying strong
And I want
To be here with you
But I know
That it can’t be true
So near but yet so far

*Verse 2*
No matter how I want you
I’ll know I’ll never come through(never come through)
U know I’ll always love you
I’d run a thousand miles to get you
(thousand miles to get you)
You Know I’ve waited for so long
And I need the strength to carry on

*bridge*
I’ll know that you won’t be there for me
But you would be the only one I’ll see

*Chorus*
Cos I Know
That we can’t go on
But I’ll have to keep staying strong
And I want
To be here with you
But I know
That it can’t be true
So near but yet so far

*middle part*
You know that I’ve waited for so damn long
No matter what I do I just can’t go on
Keep Telling myself I’d be true to you
I Swear that’s true
You’ll be forever gone

*Soft Part* piano (high octave)
Cos I Know
That we can’t go on
But I’ll have to keep staying strong
And I want
To be here with you
But I know
That it can’t be true


*Chorus*
Cos I Know
That We can’t go on
But I’ll have to keep staying strong
And I want
To be here with you
But I know
That it can’t be true
So near but yet so far

So Near But Yet so far…

this song, is dedicated to her, u!X!nH
2 new songs, coming up...

its totally like, freaking cool!!!!!! wahahas, lols okay den i shall end here :D and in fact, im kinda ABIT emo liao haha maybe too tired ba ...

nice place eh?

getting ready :Dwaiting, oh!! something is pulling!!!yay!!! i caught a crabby :D wahahasand... the winner of the day!!!! that caught a fish!!!! wahahas the pro always wins~~

fishing is fun!!!! especially with friends, so, hope to go fishing again :D pm or tag me if u guys are interested (:

hmm, really nothing to say after i read someones blog ... nvm then, im clear of what i did and what i didn't do so, if they, wanna think like this, i have no rights to stop them (: so, if they dunwan me as their friend i oso nothing say (: and im sure iwun make any noise to make this into anything big so, i will juz sit there do nothing, dun worry and if u guys(the ones that not happy with me) wanna scold me, juz scold, i wun do anything de, only if u tag at the taggy den i will delete lor wahahahas :D oh, and theres a reason behind the "thing" i did that made "u guys" not happy with me, get it clear before u all do anything stupid LOL so, for the 1st time i guess im gonna do NOTHING about my taiji ;D and if u dun like me, juz go away :D



so, today's story, POA paper ended at 9am lol it lasted for 1 hour and i slept for 45 mins =.= cos i totally dunno how to do wahahahas and after POA waited for zul to finish ard 1030 then ate at skool then after that went to find zul de uncle haha he want me play for his band 0.0 omfg i juz started playing the bass and he wants me to play OMFG man~~ i guess i gotta buck up sia haha and i buying electric guitar!!!! and a bass maybe wahahahahahas shiok-ed la then after that bus-ed home with zul then rot at home with my fav animes HEHEHE Naruto!!!!!! wahahas Bleach!!!! lols, and l8r going tuition SIAN!!!!!!!! lalalas, maybe tomorrow go fishing again or should i say tomorrow go feed mosquitoes again lols, then sunday go zul uncle hse, his uncle gonna teach me some stuff on bass man!!!! wahahas =)

baby crab haha

dead jellyfish *yucks*

does this even look like its in singapore? lol

but i tell u, its at singapore

punggol end =)

more pics still to come!!!!! bye !!!!

back here blogging on this dying blog hahaha and im still sick =.= arghh!!!!i hate exams la!!!!!! exams suck like hell ... zzz tomorrow maths paper2 and F&N zzz i hate F&N, seriously ... zzz until 1 pm leh!!!!!!!!! wa piang eh ... dam tired ... zzz juz ate came back with zul and hweemin zzz i wan sleep liao, seriously freaking tiired =.= ...














even though we are juz normal friends, but i still love u ... and i will still wait for u =) with a smile (:

marina mandarin hotel :D
mum & aunt :D
the coffee named vanilla chocolate fudge latte which costs S$16 =O
the mango mousse cake merv ate :D