yesterday night was the toughest night in my life, i was freaking sick ... i was playing the guitar... i was, crying... tears fall on my guitar as i play that song again, your guardian angel, after that song, all of this has come to an end ... i was dying on both the inside, and the outside, i juz felt like dying, i couldn't breathe, i felt so helpless...how i hope time can rewind back to then, when we had simple love ... where nothing interfered us ... now all i can do is wait ... wait, and wait ... i will wait for the day to come back ... now, we are juz normal friends, :D

the last blue sky i saw ... my sky are all grey now ... i dunno when is the next time im gonna see a bright, blue sky ...