alright, im back!! cos of Blanche!! My cutecute friend!! haha Blancheeee!!!! hahaha lols i guess im going crazy, i admit i start to emo le .. haix, i finally know what is like to be ALONE, this time, yes, ALONE, ALL ALONE hmm, guess what i've done cant be undone, all serves me right, i brought it upon myself, i don't mind saying out what happened here, 4 times in less than 6 months i made wrong decisions and made myself end up all alone so this might be a super long long post and maybe will make ppl buay song haha a.k.a quite offensive, so, err, "victims" like jiayi and kelvin, sorry but bear with it yea? paiseh ah .. hmm, history DOES repeat itself, im back to the status i had when i was in sec 1


1st incident
Right before CNY

my mother called i answered, kelvin was on the earphones with me, we were listening songs, and then, my mum called asking me i was with who, and of cos i said i was with kelvin then my mum asked which kelvin it was and of cos everyone knows kel broke his leg, den i told my mum, the one that broke his leg, den my mum, dunno why, say long long time ago de thing like "i tot u say u dun like him" walao eh so long ago liao, somemore everyone knows when kel is back from injury, his attitude changed until like siao, of cos THAT TIME i dun like him, den some b@stard called @**y went to "tiao bo li jian" backstab me, telling kelvin ALOT of thing i didn't said, and then kelvin believed him =.= and then there went our friendship.
-end of 1st incident-

Reflection: shouldn't let kelvin hear the earphones as my mum dunno what is in my mind. =.=!!


2nd incident
in midst of dunno march i guess

it was geog/ss lesson, i kinda joked with LQ saying something "bad" about her, and then she took it for real =.= thats about it, juz like that, then she jiu buay song me lor, im not saying she is at fault or what.
-end of 2nd incident-

Reflection: shouldn't joke. =.=!!!


3rd incident
lately, err 2 weeks back?

it was prelims ba, then all of a sudden, LQ and gang attitude me again =.=!!! okay, i didn't know what happened, and then HM told me, that LQ is angry cos i talk to jiayi when i said i hate her, ya, i hated her, but why am i talking to her? zz LQ's wish was to see me back together with kelvin as friends, of cos i went to the person that partly made me n kel quarrel 1st, but they didn't know anything
-end of 3rd incident-

Reflection: Should tell them what i was "planning". =.=!!


4th incident
2 days back

It was after jamming session, me n zul were talking on msn, we quarrelled over SOMETHING that is err, not supposed to be posted out here, so pm me if u wanna noe what happened
-end of 4th incident-

Reflection: -nil-


So, overall, im all alone again!!! how good is that? =.= people out there, cherish ur friends and people around you, trust me, u won't wanna be like me, losing a whole bunch of good friends in less than 6 months, maybe i should write out who i lost
Kelvin!!, sasi, jonathan, jiayi, LQ!!, fenella, doris, joey, trisha, jason, hweemin, Zul!!, Guowei!!, Fugle Lovelorn!!, and im all alone again ...

thanks friends like
[edited]Daniel!!(Thanks bro!! u were always there) Shermin!!(Thanks gemini darling!!) Yishan!!(Thanks cutey sister) Meiyi(even though we had some conflicts, but thanks), Diana!!(even though i know u awhile only ._.) , Chenglei( Lei bro!!), Sam(Mr Frozt!!), Huixin my idiot friend (: and lastly, my beloved grand daughter!! Blanche!!! ♥!!! (tell me if i left u out :P)
Friends are important, remember that!!![/edited]