FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
I hate school. I hate MY home. I hate you. I hate him. I hate her. I hate it. I hate everything around me. FUCK IT LA!
Im already very tired from travelling from Hougang to Clementi to and fro everyday, can't i just have peace when i reach home? Please just shut your fucking mouth up la, you act as though you know me when you don't even know me. You don't even know how i feel. You treat me as though im a 13 year old kid, for fucking goodness sake, i have lived 17 fucking years! The furniture in my room is at least 20 years old! Can't i fucking change it? Friends who know me for lonng, you might wonder why you can't come my house to do any projects, cos my house looks like a fucking dumping ground, or a fucking garang guni's house, FUCK!
I seriously need someone that understands me, i really don't know who understands me, i doubt anyone does, when your parents don't even understand you, how do you fucking expect anyone else to understand you?
My parents,
They don't trust me
They don't understand me
They give me stress unknowingly and say that they aren't giving me stress
They use me, ALOT
They are selfish
They only think about themselves
My dad is a drunkard with a little mental problem and is a fucking miser, during my pri school years, i told him i was going for a movie, so i need some money, he gave me a fucking 5 dollars, what do you want me to do with it? eat mcdonalds and go home? _l_
My mum is a selfish woman who always think about herself, and treats me like a 13 year old, everytime i go out, she'll call, 1st thing, "where are you" 2nd, "why are you there" 3rd, "what time you wan come back?" 4th, "you better be home by *ridiculous timings* and she fucking thinks that i don't know my limits, keep asking me to go sleep, again and again, fucking irritating, thats why i don't talk much at home already, when they 2 are around, FUCK FUCK FUCK!
FUCK IT ALL!
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.
(Sexual disgrace)
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.
幻惑の海 沈んだ蛍
否定は欲求上の嘘か
矛盾で染まる体温
理性を被る愛撫に
踊り溶け込む春は不意に
汚らわしく …
My mind which falls
Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]
吐息塞ぐ脈打つ｢飢え｣は
分かり合えぬ紅蓮を求む
Closest mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.
[Sexual disgrace]
Prohibited bud...
Reckless driving cucumber...
The kin'collapses...
Near relatives on death...
The smell of a cigarette smell breath ＆ shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
and goes mad by the sweet bug
Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter...[Sexual disgrace]
首を這わす舌先と手
望む表情 紅蓮に染まれ
Closest mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
How long...
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.
Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
So long...
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face
Dad which fall to the trap
