Okay, the stop school mindset is coming into my brain again, i feel like stopping school, again, i thought after leaving secondary school, everything will be new, but in thee end, its still the ssame, school life still sucks, not because of friends, so friends, don't worry, but its just me, my laziness is making me don't feel like going to school, making me hate school, the teachers, not you Mr Loh, some other teacher(s), their voice, their decisions, their amount of stress, their irresponsbility, pisses me off, i don't care if that teacher sees this or what, i don't give a damn, that teacher is actually a nice person, but when it comes to studies, it seems like his/her subject is the most important thing on earth, no matter if you are not feeling well or what, which reminds me, teachers, whats the point of asking a student questions when you don't even trust the student? For example, i tell a teacher im not feeling well, the teacher asks "sure anot?" with the suspicious look, you might as well just don't ask, and ignore the poor student, right? Seriously, i can't keep up with this kind of life, the pace is too... damned.

I really thought before, of becoming a monk for a couple of years or so, this kind of life is seriously too complicated for me, too damned, as i said. I have not even touched my projects, too lazy to do so, im not the kind that'll do office stuff, im more of a hands-on guy, and im not even sure am i even regretting taking up this course, should've went to NS while re-taking O's, which'll save loads of time, instead of wasting time in this school im starting to hate, no offence to anyone in this school, but really, this school is starting to piss me off, maybe i should get sick soon, real soon, like, tomorrow?

And blogger finally decides to stop being a bastard, thanks. My dream above, coming true soon.