The problem is, i don't have cigarettes ):

Lately i'm feeling more and more down, i also don't know why, i feel happy when my friends are around, thats true, but after they leave, i have an empty feeling in my heart, i just don't know why, all i can know is, something is missing in my life, this one thing which up till today i have not found it, i myself do not know what it is too, i'll have to leave it to fate to tell me what it is.

Went Causeway Point after school today, with Alvin, Rach, Amanda and SYF, Amanda left us after we reached to get her tongue piercing, then Alvin, Rach, SYF and me went walk walk, ate at the Banquet, saw DJ Max Technika there, the 1st in Singapore, rare sight, then after eating, we went shopping around Causeway Point, Alvin bought his sleeping bag, and we went cold storage walk walk, Amanda came back to find us, with her sister, Cloe, both of them went to pierce their tongue, actually got take pic of Amanda tongue de, she go delete =.= wth, there are other chance, nevermind (: after that took 161 back home, then went Hougang Mall Cotton On, buy 4 Tank tops, 2 for me, 2 for Alvin, and 2 Berms for me, after that came back home, feel like sleeping already, hmm, long day for me, but an even longer day tomorrow, CARWASH! Changed my blogsong to Guren, by the GazettE, will post the lyrics at the end of this post after one of my favourite videos, by the GazettE, Miseinen, its damn emotional, enjoy!

This is from one of their performances, there'll be another one, tomorrow, same song, different concert, do pardon my Ruki darling as he is crying when singing this song, thats why he sounds strange.