Wednesday, February 25, 2009
I just read the archives of your blog today.
How many chances have i gave you?
When i read, i told myself, i never wanna go back into this torture anymore.
You've always say, "i will change, one more chance."
Yet, you're still the same.
You're nice for the first few days, and back to your attitude a few days ltr on.
Im sick and tired for your actions.
If i was given one last chance, i will definitely change, but i know its all too late now, i know i can change, but, there's no more chance...
Remember the first day we met?
At suntec convention hall.
I called you, you attitude me. Nvm, i tolerate.
Ask you come out, like can die liddat. Nvm, i wait.
I waited around 3hours++ for you, and asking you to come out but you refused.
Was it so reluctant for you to meet me? If you dowan meet me, please tell me earlier, so i can go home and use the computer.
My maid scolded me, and rushed me to go home asap.
I ignored her, i hanged her phone, for you.
I was so excited to meet you, that i even skipped my meals until i had gastrics.
I told you i was at a talk, told you later then find me, its not i reluctant to meet you, im... shy... i didn't know you did not have your meals, im sorry, i really didn't know, i wanted to hug you that day, but, saying all this now is already useless, yes, i know.
After meeting, you said you wanna jio me back.
K, fine whatever. You're so realistic, but what to do? I loved you.
I loved you too, i told you, im just a ruffian, i don't know whats romantic, i told you i don't know what to do.
When i somehow "accepted" you, you told me you would wait till 1st jan.
And i was happy!
But your attitude, changed, alot.
Especially when you started to work.
My work is seriously tiring, not only my attitude changed towards you, it changed towards everybody, i became VERY short tempered, had no patience, i know how fucked up i was, i apologize to you, for hurting you.
No matter how tired your work is, you cant even talk to me on the phone isit?
Will die har? You can alr secretly talk to me on the phone.
Why cant you do it everyday?
First day of work, you accompanied me till rather late.
Was happy. But as time passes, the time you accompany me goes lesser, and lesser.
You always offline at 9+ by then.
But once, i appeared offline, and you offlined till 10+ going 11.
I almosted wanted to question you, but i didnt.
Because, i didnt wanted to quarrel with you.
Plus, you are alr so tired from work, i dont wanna disturb you since talking to you makes you more tired eh?
Its not i dowanna talk to you, im really dead beat, i tried accompanying you, but everytime i talk im already half asleep, and whatever you/me say, i won't know, i dowanna say things that hurt you, the 10+ going 11? I worked OT till 8 plus on that very day, as you know, i use com at least 3-4 hours, so, yeah, you could've questioned me, i would've been honest to you, thanks for caring about how tired i am, no sarcasm, im serious, nobody cared for me so much before.
Your blog, i rmb you posted smth like, "talking to (girl) now, she still haven sleep =.="
It was in the morning. I thought you could not use the phone?
If you can talk in the morning, then i dont mind waking up every morning just to hear your voice.
That girl? Yishan? she's my sister, we very long never talk already, and i wanted to consult her more about how to make you happy, you may not believe but, that was what happened, i don't want you to force yourself awake, i rather u sleep till you wake up.
Everytime, you talk about girls.
Girls girls girls. How chio they are, etc.
I alr tried to give in alr.
I close one eye. Know your limits.
I wonder, when talking to your friends, you talk about me or your girl-friends?
Am i not worthy to be in your topic of conversations?
Perhaps.
You are way more sensitive then me. Why dont you try and put yourself in my shoes?
Oh, i forget. You arent the one recieving the pain, you dont know how it feels like.
You wanna know? My friends, relatives, all knew you were my gf, i felt so proud having you as my gf, i know i always say girls chio, but thats my weakness, my bad habit, even though how chio i say they are, do you even remember, you were always the most chio, most beautiful, most adorable, in my heart? I guess you don't... Im sensitive, because i don't wanna lose you, you won't lose me, why? Nobody except you wants me, im such a jerk, a sucker, that nobody can tolerate me, except you.
You not happy, break. Happy, patch.
What you take me as, seriously?
Have you considered my feelings?
All couples quarrel, like duh.
Quarrel means not fated?
Everytime we break, you say things like, "We are not fated.. We are not meant to be.."
Um, do you know how it hurts inside?
Guess you dont again.
If you can compare looks, you can see you deserve a much more handsome and better guy, rather than a ruffian and super fat guy like me. Yeah, i may not know how it hurts inside.
You are always pushing me to other guys.
Saying they will treat me better.
I alr told you x10000 times i dont care about them.
Yet you keep on pushing me to them.
Then when you happy, you want to take me back.
So im just a thing that has no feelings lah?
Ha. Ha. Ha.
Of course they will treat you better, take that boring gay for instance, he accompanies you, calls you every night, even though he dosen't talk, he made the initiative to call you, whereas for me? I suck, i forget about you whenever my mind crops up with lots of things, im a bad bf, i suck.
You say i scold you mad/crazy. You not happy.
Where got couple scold their bf one?
Let me ask you:
At this point of time, what you felt?
Pain? Or joy? Even that little bit of pain, can you feel it?
Take that pain, multiply a million, and thats how painful i felt all these long.
I know how painful you felt.
So, back to topic.
Scolding you mad/crazy. You not happy.
Then what makes you think,
_|_ fuck you would hurt me lesser?
Besides, mad/crazy is just a casual remark.
Fun ah, haven even one month you start to _|_ at me.
Marverlous. We are at such great speed ahead!
I apologize for this, for what i've done.
On 31Dec. You went fishing overnight.
K, nvm. I keep quiet.
Oh, incase you dont know, whenever you go fishing, you asked me to call.
But, you dont talk to me. You talk to your friends, your people there.
Then i call waste money? Listen to you talk?
But nvm, i dont quarrel with you before the day we were officially tgt.
11.55pm, i called you.
You were playing monopoly with whoever shit.
Cant you just give me 5minutes of your life? Just 5?
I even beg you okay.
You just ignore them. So monopoly is more impt then me. K thanks.
Until 12 struck. You asked for a relationship. I agreed.
What you did after that? Continue playing monopoly.
Even after being officially yours, my rank is still lower then some shit monopoly.
Thanks, alot.
31 Dec, even before i said i wanna go fishing, you remember i asked you out? You were the 1st one that came to my mind, do you even know that? I was already half sick that day, during fishing, i was already feverish, i wanted you to call me, cos that was the only time i can accompany you talk for long, i know i get distracted easily, im sorry for that. Its my fault for making you feel your rank is lower than monopoly, but after you accepted me, i showed off to all who were there, you were my gf already, they were all saying, "wa she very sweet leh" haha, it feels like yesterday...
Stop sending me smses at late midnights.
I need my sleep! Spare a thought for me, stop being so selfish.
Stop sending me things like, "i miss you. i still love you" yadda yadda
It ruins my mood and it annoys the hell outta me.
Sorry for irritating you..
Thanks for your understanding.
Thanks for not being selfish, for the very last time.
You've done a great part in my life. :)
You can stop now. Its enough.
Thanks again.
I want to be selfish for this time, because i want you to return to my side, i want to make you happier.
Oh, whats best. We haven met once when we are tgt.
Cool eh? :)
Am i supposed to be understanding and wait till you finish your job and then meet?
Maybe your next gf would.
Oh, and i told you to quit your job alot of times alr.
You just wouldnt.
Whatever. My words never enter your brain, so doesnt matter.
I told you before, i am a poor person, a.k.a a pauper, i have to earn money, to pay for my bills, i wanna bring you out to places that normal secondary school couples can't, i wanna make you feel special, but its all too late, now i even ask myself, "so what if i have the fucking cash now? i have no happiness!"
Its 4am now, and i sacrifised my sleep for this post.
I hope you wakes up from your slumber.
Im really tired now. Goodnight maraton readers. :)
... Thanks?
You might think, why would i chose to have a relationship with him?
Why would i wanna continue? Why dont i stop?
Know why?
I was hoping for a better tmr.
I pray everynight that he will change for the better.
I pray that he will shower me with more love and care.
I pray that everything will be alright.
But its pointless.
I went to look for my $700 dollars brother, CLOUD
Darkness arriving
How many chances have i gave you?
When i read, i told myself, i never wanna go back into this torture anymore.
You've always say, "i will change, one more chance."
Yet, you're still the same.
You're nice for the first few days, and back to your attitude a few days ltr on.
Im sick and tired for your actions.
If i was given one last chance, i will definitely change, but i know its all too late now, i know i can change, but, there's no more chance...
Remember the first day we met?
At suntec convention hall.
I called you, you attitude me. Nvm, i tolerate.
Ask you come out, like can die liddat. Nvm, i wait.
I waited around 3hours++ for you, and asking you to come out but you refused.
Was it so reluctant for you to meet me? If you dowan meet me, please tell me earlier, so i can go home and use the computer.
My maid scolded me, and rushed me to go home asap.
I ignored her, i hanged her phone, for you.
I was so excited to meet you, that i even skipped my meals until i had gastrics.
I told you i was at a talk, told you later then find me, its not i reluctant to meet you, im... shy... i didn't know you did not have your meals, im sorry, i really didn't know, i wanted to hug you that day, but, saying all this now is already useless, yes, i know.
After meeting, you said you wanna jio me back.
K, fine whatever. You're so realistic, but what to do? I loved you.
I loved you too, i told you, im just a ruffian, i don't know whats romantic, i told you i don't know what to do.
When i somehow "accepted" you, you told me you would wait till 1st jan.
And i was happy!
But your attitude, changed, alot.
Especially when you started to work.
My work is seriously tiring, not only my attitude changed towards you, it changed towards everybody, i became VERY short tempered, had no patience, i know how fucked up i was, i apologize to you, for hurting you.
No matter how tired your work is, you cant even talk to me on the phone isit?
Will die har? You can alr secretly talk to me on the phone.
Why cant you do it everyday?
First day of work, you accompanied me till rather late.
Was happy. But as time passes, the time you accompany me goes lesser, and lesser.
You always offline at 9+ by then.
But once, i appeared offline, and you offlined till 10+ going 11.
I almosted wanted to question you, but i didnt.
Because, i didnt wanted to quarrel with you.
Plus, you are alr so tired from work, i dont wanna disturb you since talking to you makes you more tired eh?
Its not i dowanna talk to you, im really dead beat, i tried accompanying you, but everytime i talk im already half asleep, and whatever you/me say, i won't know, i dowanna say things that hurt you, the 10+ going 11? I worked OT till 8 plus on that very day, as you know, i use com at least 3-4 hours, so, yeah, you could've questioned me, i would've been honest to you, thanks for caring about how tired i am, no sarcasm, im serious, nobody cared for me so much before.
Your blog, i rmb you posted smth like, "talking to (girl) now, she still haven sleep =.="
It was in the morning. I thought you could not use the phone?
If you can talk in the morning, then i dont mind waking up every morning just to hear your voice.
That girl? Yishan? she's my sister, we very long never talk already, and i wanted to consult her more about how to make you happy, you may not believe but, that was what happened, i don't want you to force yourself awake, i rather u sleep till you wake up.
Everytime, you talk about girls.
Girls girls girls. How chio they are, etc.
I alr tried to give in alr.
I close one eye. Know your limits.
I wonder, when talking to your friends, you talk about me or your girl-friends?
Am i not worthy to be in your topic of conversations?
Perhaps.
You are way more sensitive then me. Why dont you try and put yourself in my shoes?
Oh, i forget. You arent the one recieving the pain, you dont know how it feels like.
You wanna know? My friends, relatives, all knew you were my gf, i felt so proud having you as my gf, i know i always say girls chio, but thats my weakness, my bad habit, even though how chio i say they are, do you even remember, you were always the most chio, most beautiful, most adorable, in my heart? I guess you don't... Im sensitive, because i don't wanna lose you, you won't lose me, why? Nobody except you wants me, im such a jerk, a sucker, that nobody can tolerate me, except you.
You not happy, break. Happy, patch.
What you take me as, seriously?
Have you considered my feelings?
All couples quarrel, like duh.
Quarrel means not fated?
Everytime we break, you say things like, "We are not fated.. We are not meant to be.."
Um, do you know how it hurts inside?
Guess you dont again.
If you can compare looks, you can see you deserve a much more handsome and better guy, rather than a ruffian and super fat guy like me. Yeah, i may not know how it hurts inside.
You are always pushing me to other guys.
Saying they will treat me better.
I alr told you x10000 times i dont care about them.
Yet you keep on pushing me to them.
Then when you happy, you want to take me back.
So im just a thing that has no feelings lah?
Ha. Ha. Ha.
Of course they will treat you better, take that boring gay for instance, he accompanies you, calls you every night, even though he dosen't talk, he made the initiative to call you, whereas for me? I suck, i forget about you whenever my mind crops up with lots of things, im a bad bf, i suck.
You say i scold you mad/crazy. You not happy.
Where got couple scold their bf one?
Let me ask you:
At this point of time, what you felt?
Pain? Or joy? Even that little bit of pain, can you feel it?
Take that pain, multiply a million, and thats how painful i felt all these long.
I know how painful you felt.
So, back to topic.
Scolding you mad/crazy. You not happy.
Then what makes you think,
_|_ fuck you would hurt me lesser?
Besides, mad/crazy is just a casual remark.
Fun ah, haven even one month you start to _|_ at me.
Marverlous. We are at such great speed ahead!
I apologize for this, for what i've done.
On 31Dec. You went fishing overnight.
K, nvm. I keep quiet.
Oh, incase you dont know, whenever you go fishing, you asked me to call.
But, you dont talk to me. You talk to your friends, your people there.
Then i call waste money? Listen to you talk?
But nvm, i dont quarrel with you before the day we were officially tgt.
11.55pm, i called you.
You were playing monopoly with whoever shit.
Cant you just give me 5minutes of your life? Just 5?
I even beg you okay.
You just ignore them. So monopoly is more impt then me. K thanks.
Until 12 struck. You asked for a relationship. I agreed.
What you did after that? Continue playing monopoly.
Even after being officially yours, my rank is still lower then some shit monopoly.
Thanks, alot.
31 Dec, even before i said i wanna go fishing, you remember i asked you out? You were the 1st one that came to my mind, do you even know that? I was already half sick that day, during fishing, i was already feverish, i wanted you to call me, cos that was the only time i can accompany you talk for long, i know i get distracted easily, im sorry for that. Its my fault for making you feel your rank is lower than monopoly, but after you accepted me, i showed off to all who were there, you were my gf already, they were all saying, "wa she very sweet leh" haha, it feels like yesterday...
Did you realise, whenever you are at your aunt's house, you dont bother to even send me a single sms for the whole day?
Until when you are bored, or you bought new earrings again, then you sms me.
Did you know how badly i missed you?
Even if you dont miss me when you're having fun, can you just text me an, "I Love You"?
Spare a thought for me, please?
You remember that time why i was at my aunt's house? I was helping my aunt prepare for my cousin's wedding, so sometimes i may be too busy, and i thought of smsing you alot of times, but your bill was always bursting, i didn't want you to get scolding, and mine was, too, but i didn't care, fyi, i pay my own bills, no matter i have income or not
WTF I JUST SAW A FAT LIZARD
Oh! Sure reminds me of my first time in my life killing a cockroach eh?
I was so scared of the fat cockroach.
I called you, so you could calm me down.
But what you did? Gave me criticism.
I was alr scared to my wits that i even teared.
"Now then you realise my importance lah!"
Oh, so now you are trying to say im making use of you?
Nvm, i keep quiet. Then you was very quiet and you only talked to your aunt or whoever.
I asked you, what were you doing?
Eating chicken wing.
Epic.
"Can you like stop eating and comfort me?"
"Cnot, the chicken wing very delicious, i very hungry leh"
Thanks, thanks. I think people are even laughing if they are reading it.
Until when you are bored, or you bought new earrings again, then you sms me.
Did you know how badly i missed you?
Even if you dont miss me when you're having fun, can you just text me an, "I Love You"?
Spare a thought for me, please?
You remember that time why i was at my aunt's house? I was helping my aunt prepare for my cousin's wedding, so sometimes i may be too busy, and i thought of smsing you alot of times, but your bill was always bursting, i didn't want you to get scolding, and mine was, too, but i didn't care, fyi, i pay my own bills, no matter i have income or not
WTF I JUST SAW A FAT LIZARD
Oh! Sure reminds me of my first time in my life killing a cockroach eh?
I was so scared of the fat cockroach.
I called you, so you could calm me down.
But what you did? Gave me criticism.
I was alr scared to my wits that i even teared.
"Now then you realise my importance lah!"
Oh, so now you are trying to say im making use of you?
Nvm, i keep quiet. Then you was very quiet and you only talked to your aunt or whoever.
I asked you, what were you doing?
Eating chicken wing.
Epic.
"Can you like stop eating and comfort me?"
"Cnot, the chicken wing very delicious, i very hungry leh"
Thanks, thanks. I think people are even laughing if they are reading it.
I have nothing to say about this, i didn't know you were so afraid of cockroaches, my fault, im sorry.
Everytime in msn, you reply me so slow.
What are you doing? I always wonder.
I questioned you many times, but you just said you was doing nth.
Like how you want me to believe that... But nvm. I tolerate.
Everytime in msn, you reply me so slow.
What are you doing? I always wonder.
I questioned you many times, but you just said you was doing nth.
Like how you want me to believe that... But nvm. I tolerate.
Believe it or not, i forget to reply people usually.
Hey, do you want me to continue on?
Im sure this is alr rather long.
And i still have a lot more to post up here.
No, my point of posting this up here, is not to tell you your flaws, and asks you to change.
Yes, best if you would change, so its easier for you future gf.
But, even if you have changed,
I will not return to
your side.
I already said, you are my only love, i don't care people will laugh at what i say, or laugh at how silly i am, i don't give a damn, as long as i can be with you.
So please... Find your conscience, stop hurting me any further.
If you truly love me, let me be happy, okay?
Because i know, being by your side aint gonna make me any happier.
My last request from you, Please Leave Me Alone.
I believe i can make you happier, this time, for sure.
Hey, do you want me to continue on?
Im sure this is alr rather long.
And i still have a lot more to post up here.
No, my point of posting this up here, is not to tell you your flaws, and asks you to change.
Yes, best if you would change, so its easier for you future gf.
But, even if you have changed,
I will not return to
your side.
I already said, you are my only love, i don't care people will laugh at what i say, or laugh at how silly i am, i don't give a damn, as long as i can be with you.
So please... Find your conscience, stop hurting me any further.
If you truly love me, let me be happy, okay?
Because i know, being by your side aint gonna make me any happier.
My last request from you, Please Leave Me Alone.
I believe i can make you happier, this time, for sure.
Stop sending me smses at late midnights.
I need my sleep! Spare a thought for me, stop being so selfish.
Stop sending me things like, "i miss you. i still love you" yadda yadda
It ruins my mood and it annoys the hell outta me.
Sorry for irritating you..
Thanks for your understanding.
Thanks for not being selfish, for the very last time.
You've done a great part in my life. :)
You can stop now. Its enough.
Thanks again.
I want to be selfish for this time, because i want you to return to my side, i want to make you happier.
Oh, whats best. We haven met once when we are tgt.
Cool eh? :)
Am i supposed to be understanding and wait till you finish your job and then meet?
Maybe your next gf would.
Oh, and i told you to quit your job alot of times alr.
You just wouldnt.
Whatever. My words never enter your brain, so doesnt matter.
I told you before, i am a poor person, a.k.a a pauper, i have to earn money, to pay for my bills, i wanna bring you out to places that normal secondary school couples can't, i wanna make you feel special, but its all too late, now i even ask myself, "so what if i have the fucking cash now? i have no happiness!"
Its 4am now, and i sacrifised my sleep for this post.
I hope you wakes up from your slumber.
Im really tired now. Goodnight maraton readers. :)
... Thanks?
You might think, why would i chose to have a relationship with him?
Why would i wanna continue? Why dont i stop?
Know why?
I was hoping for a better tmr.
I pray everynight that he will change for the better.
I pray that he will shower me with more love and care.
I pray that everything will be alright.
But its pointless.
What i needed was time, tell you the truth, i have never ever been in such a deep relationship, if i have the chance right now, i can change for the better, i can shower you with love and care, i can ensure everything will be alright.
But its too late.
I, kinda did this when i was missing you, i know you wouldn't care about this picture but, it definitely explains how i feel (:
Its stupid, or whatever, i don't give a damn (:
What's love? You're Love.
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Okay, new paragraph =.=, imma post where i mia-ed to past few days
I went to look for my $700 dollars brother, CLOUDDarkness arrivingDie hard brothers :D
How i cried for the past few days, im serious, not joking, im not afraid to let people know that i cry, cos im a human too.
I will be awaiting for your return. (Pic by RJ)
10:47 AM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
After reading your blog, i feel that, i've been hurt real badly this time, and first time in my life, i know you've been hurt even more by me, im sorry.
Putting all the sadness aside, i'll update on what happened on the past few days, just fishing and fishing, and pics shall do the talking.
Putting all the sadness aside, i'll update on what happened on the past few days, just fishing and fishing, and pics shall do the talking.
11:30 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
im gonna be a spammer today, brace yourselves people! 
LIGHT!
zilian :x
Ain't she cute? :D
CUBBY!
Outside aunt house.
LIGHT!
zilian :x
Ain't she cute? :D
CUBBY!
BEARBEAR!
hahaha, ain't my T-77 awesome? ;x hehe, k den, gotta go, have to make time to go down RP n NYP to hand in DAE, anyone free? wanna pei me? :D haha, fri, fishing!!!!!!!!!!
10:10 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
我的错 - B.A.D
妳选择了前往妳的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给妳的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂妳牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让妳慢慢慢慢失去了希望
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让妳慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱妳
我会仔细的聆听
妳对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让妳伤心
对妳好好的去珍惜
请妳相信我的心还是爱妳
我会仔细的聆听
妳对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让妳伤心
对妳好好的去珍惜
请妳相信我的心还是爱妳
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补妳的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤妳如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当妳在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让妳爱我的心慢慢溜走
回到过去弥补妳的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤妳如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当妳在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让妳爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱妳
我会仔细的聆听
妳对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让妳伤心
对妳好好的去珍惜
请妳相信我的心还是爱妳
我会仔细的聆听
妳对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让妳伤心
对妳好好的去珍惜
请妳相信我的心还是爱妳
the words in red are meant for someone.
12:38 PM
yes i changed blogsong again, couldn't resist, too nice ;A; this time, its 我的错 by B.A.D
1:21 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
So, today woke up le, used com, bathed, went to hougang mall, ben lai just wanna pay phone bill, then mum wanted to buy facial products, den she went too, then saw harvey norman having promotions, went into harvey norman, den browsed thru cameras since i wanted to get T-77 long long ago, den viewed, considered, then mum bought it for me! hahaha much ♥ for mum xD, yeah, got one testing pic, quite clear, but is my mirror dirty, so don't post 1st, post tomorrow xD k den, bye~~
10:55 PM
so, imma blog today, err, nothing much also, when i woke up, my arms felt like they were disabled =.= damn pain, then used com all the way lor, den got some lame pics i surfed thru webs so, here goes 
oh yeah? you wanna piece of this? come get it! LOL
remember, i don't have nightmares, i create them.
changed blogsong to 稻香 by 周杰倫
imma sleep, nights~
12:31 AM
Friday, February 13, 2009
okay so, today is a more colourful day, woke up at 730am, (p.s slept at 3+am) and went to gym for a monstrous morning, thanks to my "wonderful coach", ah qiang, he forced me to do crazy weight lifting that i thought i could never do, yeah, my whole arm and chest hurts like nobody's business now, it feels like it is 1000kg heavy, freak =.= den injured my palm, so wanted to buy a pair of sports gloves, so can use for fishing and weights xD save money, yeah, after that, went home, bathed, aunt called, and went to ikea, aunt bought the wardrobe for her grandchildren, a.k.a melissa's babies, and a towel stand, and a dustbin hahaha, after that, i went to bugis to meet RJ and Sfeng, feng wanted to buy a valentine gift for his gf, haha cool sia, he bought a Casio watch for his GF, den i bought a Gundam ZEON T-shirt, half price (: and my Nike Gloves, den ate at BK, talk alot about bleach hahaha we are Otakus United xD jkjk, den took 51 with RJ, his hse reached, den mine, hahaha, of cos, after i bathed, i zilian-ed with my gloves, cos they made me look like a pro fighter after wearing it xD hahaha ps ah i bhb 
This one the hair damn messy =.=
ahhh, messy hair ):
Yes?
This one the hair damn messy =.=My personal fav, looks like some relaxed pro fighter that can finish you with just a finger xD
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL COUPLES OUT THERE, CHERISH THEM BEFORE ITS TOO LATE, BEFORE YOU REGRET IT!!!!!!!!!!
this year is my worst v's day, normally i would only feel like crying
this year, as soon as the clock stroke 12, my tears ran down my cheeks
like a downpour that was created by god, damn, i hate this...
p.s to violet kawaii nee-chan: cheer up nee-chan, ototo is always here, anything can come to me oh!!! (:
11:45 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
okay, today woke up at ard 130pm by melissa cuz in law de sms, call me go kbox, then woke up, used com awhile, bathed, then went down to kbox, sang from 3-7pm hahaha, sing until throat wan explode, shout like siao, hahaha, no choice, lately starting to emo again, no choice, hahaha after that bought kfc den home-ed yeah, a few pics to share
Kbox!!!!
My gf de ear(like real)
Kbox!!!! 
another one xD
okay, today i shall post the lyrics for my blogsong, kinda fell in love with this song, cos kinda true xD
if u guys can see, u might notice i bolded the 记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧 is because up till now i can still remember how she told me to forget her, ha, i guess forgetting her isn't as easy as imagined...
| 歌曲:最长的电影 演唱:周杰伦 专辑:我很忙 我们的开始 是很长的电影 放映了三年 我票都还留着 冰上的芭蕾 脑海中还在旋转 望着你 慢慢忘记你 朦胧的时间 我们溜了多远 冰刀画的圈 圈起了谁改变 如果再重来 会不会稍嫌狼狈 爱是不是 不开口才珍贵 再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰 别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了 要我怎么记得 记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧 你说你会哭 不是因为在乎 朦胧的时间 我们溜了多远 冰刀画的圈 圈起了谁改变 如果再重来 会不会稍嫌狼狈 爱是不是 不开口才珍贵 再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰 别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了 要我怎么记得 记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧 你说你会哭 不是因为在乎 再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰 别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了 要我怎么记得 记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧 你说你会哭 不是因为在乎 |
11:14 PM
okay, the usual, woke up, used com all the way, just that tonight got order mac at 12am xD hahahaha then came, fuck sia, my mum keep call me go sleep, its not like i need to wake up early later in the morning la, kns, den say i have no interest in looking for jobs, hey fuck, u know how many people i asked already? _l_ dunno! fuck! today already one interview, PHAIL! dowan short term de, wan long term de, zzz, den my mum still say i not looking for job, the interview fake one ah? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hey, i miss you
Labels: irritated
1:20 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Sometimes, i feel like freaking killing my mum, she keeps telling me to sleep whenever she sleep, she got work, but im like slacking at home everyday, what she want? i wake up same time as her? and get bored to death? irritated to death? =.= den when i using com, she will all of a sudden wake up and suddenly speak, kns, u imagine, in the middle of the night, example: just only, i was changing blog song and all of a sudden, she just talk, call me zi dong, knn, i all alone leh, 137am in the morning leh, knn, its not like im studying or what la, fuck, seriously im irritated, really, FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
and yeah, changed blogsong, 最长的电影 by 周杰倫
Labels: irritated
1:35 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Okay, today woke up at around 12+, cos aunt called, den after that, fell asleep again, then melissa cuz in law smsed me, den used com awhile, den fell asleep AGAIN, till 3+ den melissa cuz in law smsed me aunt and her at hg mall liao, den i bathed, then went over, ate lunch, saw yvonne and jia ying -.- den aunt and cuz in law brought maternity clothes, while i went to top up ezlink card, damn adult fare is eating my money too fast =.= halfway there, saw shermin and fenella, hahaha chatted like siao in the middle of crowd, laughed like siao also, LOL, den after topped up went to aunt hse, saw the 2 doggies, missed them so much, hahaha den ate dinner jiu took 854 to swimming complex there den took 113 loop den came home, hahaha i miss the times when i slacked in 113 for damn long, to see chiobu @ PLMGS, LOL, hahahaha, that was what i USED TO do, even though im still hunting for chiobu k den, update tomorrow!
8:57 PM
Monday, February 9, 2009
okay, i shall start updating my blog often, hahaha, today woke up at around 9, went praying with aunt and cuz in law, and my mum, then went to eat at a vegetarian restaurant, after that went praying again, hahaha, after that went to compass point, den we ate delifrance, as the pregnant woman craving came to her and yeah, i ordered lasagne, but the waitress gave wrong thing, den i give the "dulan" face, den they scared, then compensate us one basket of bread, with butter, two pieces of choco cake and a free drink, served to us, by the MANAGER LOL, damn shiok sia, feel like those big shot eat thing liddat hahahaha, the best is, its free, den when we leave the place, they like sending big shot off liddat, HAHAHAHAHA SO SHIOK!!!!
den melissa cuz in law wanted to shop for baby stuff, so, as her bodyguard, i followed =.= then she want buy the milk pump and stuff, damn funny, she didn't want to buy the bottles for storage, den i ask her,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG CIANYUH!!!!!!!
"eh, den u pump excessive how u wan to keep?"
den she
"oh ya hor"
den i
"walao eh, girl thing i guy more clear, omg man." LOL
hahaha, after that merv bro and RJ bro came, den we wanted to eat sakae de, but, walao eh, damn alot of ppl, den jiu eat jack's place lor, LOL, eat till damn full =.= after that jiu come back liao lor, hahaha last but not least
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG CIANYUH!!!!!!!
ps for forgetting earlier on :XXXXXXXXXXX
9:12 PM
I changed my blogsong, its One Love by 嵐Arashi
Its actually the song from Hana Yori Dango Flowers Over Boys Final Movie, so, enjoy!
12:31 AM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Okay, im back, from RJ's house, poker, party with ah jiao and andy and ah di and soon beng and amanda and patrick, LOL i guess none of the above anyone know la, but they are friends of amanda(my cousin) and patrick(my cousin-in-law a.k.a boss) hahaha yeah, lost $7 lol, yeah, so, im gonna blog about the overnight fishing+BBQ+gathering trip, there's quite alot of pictures, so BRACE YOURSELF! hahaha enjoy ;D *Warning: Picture Loaded*
When we just reached, settling down :D
Preparing for the "fight" looks professional ah? LOL
After the BBQ and all, night fell, the battle began.
The first catch of the night, a crab! (we used crab nets for this btw)
Here's our man who got it, with his trophy!
Then one of patrick's friends, who uses a super long rod got a fish, which is 2KG, and he kindly showed it to us, and allowed us to take pictures :D
then, i waited
and waited. To no avail, _l_ LAWLS
Then, boss saw one of the rods bend, and he pulled, he got a fish, *this pic was taken after it was frozen to death*
and then, as we waited, his own rod got bitten and,
He got another fish, damn him, LOL this is called KUKU fish, cos when u catch it up, it makes noise, "kuku, kuku" but its kinda sharp, alot of pointed fins, hahahaha.
Then before we knew, it was morning, all of us were kinda tired and my rod spoilt, so we decided to end this trip and go change my rod, so we kept our equipment, but after we left our spot for about 10 mins, one of a newer batch of fishers shouted they got a fish, so we ran and go kaypoh, and what we saw made us regret going off early T______________T
A big fish which weighs 1KG++, it may sound light and small, but the fish u are seeing is bigger when u see it live
a damn big ass, _l_
den me and merv decided to do something stupid since we got a small fish, so...
Hey! I got this fish! LOL and,
well, no comments hahahaha
After that, we left and went to changi village to change my rod and eat breakfast, after breakfast, merv sent me back home and after bathing, i fell asleep like a log, lol, until amanda jie called me at 5+ offering to send me to RJ's hse, but i slacked awhile den took bus there on my own instead, yeah, took the usual 113 loop, haha kinda missed the times when i take 113 after school to loop just to slack, hahahaha, yeah, so that concludes what i've done for the past 2 days, so, yeah, BYE! enjoyed my post? TAG!
11:38 PM
