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Thursday, January 8, 2009

1st day without her.

Was feeling kinda strange today. Was feeling, empty, inside of me, like, something inside me was missing, after all, i lost something close to me... and i know im to blame, its my fault, please stop telling me that its my fault anymore, i know that myself. I am going fishing tomorrow night, to cool myself down, don't worry, i won't jump into the sea, sorry to disappoint u all. And yeah, since she's gonna totally give up on me, i'll have to try my best to forget her too, oh, i meant, she didn't even took me as a real bf, and i took her as a real gf, so, yeah, thats the difference, oh man~ im so sad, fuck. T___T

Here Without You lyrics

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me.

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Chapter one.

I was at the top of the building, sad, depressed, giving up on life, i couldn't take the stress i had anymore, i jumped down.

I lost consciousness immediately, but after a long "sleep" i awakened, in a stranger's house, a stranger's bed, with a stranger looking at me, i was shocked, i jumped out of the bed, wanting to ask what happened, but as i had just woke up from the long "sleep" a headache struck me, causing me to fall into my bed again.

The stranger who was looking at me walked towards me, passing me a cup of warm water and said,

"Im sure you have a lot of questions for me, come to my room after you feel better" and he left the room, with a smile.

After i felt better(actually, immediately after he left the room), i walked out of the room i was in, i found out that i was in a castle like home, with rooms filling the empty area.

I walked along the row of rooms until i reached an end, with a huge door.

I knocked on the door, and a familiar face opened the door with a warm smile, it was the stranger, he said

"Come on in and take a seat, make yourself feel at ease."

I went in, took a seat on the comfortable black leather, sofa visible when u go into the room, and he said,

"Alright, you can start asking me questions. (:"

"Who are you? Where is this place? H-He-Heaven?" i stuttered.

"I am Stregoni Benefici, and you are at my house" he said, proudly.

I could've sweared that i've heard that name before, but i just can't remember where it was from.

"Why am i still alive? I jumped down from the top floor of a building!" I said.

"What if i tell you that you are now immortal? And that you can live forever?" he questioned.

"I don't know?"

"I am a Vampire, and i've saved your life by biting you, from today onwards you are a Vampire."

...to be continued

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