yay,  im going fishing, NAO 8D waiting for boss come fetch, muahahahahaha

memories...

This'll be the final song, for you, alright? After that, i won't have any regrets, :)

Happy CNY people~ okay, im bored=.= half an hour more b4 i get outta house hahahaha, i lately also nothing much to blog about la, LOL so, yeah, bye~

regret

hey, if you're reading this, contact me, please... you know who you are.

The GazettE - Cassis

I repeated it for a long time. I made you sad for a long time.
I must have hurt you. Now I still cannot move.
Why is it so painful to touch you?
I think it is because I was afraid of making the same mistake and losing you.

I tried to recover the unforgettable days to stay close to each other.
You hold my hand without asking anything.

Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…

I love you so much that I forget any suffering.
My heart feels pain every time I count the days we cannot meet.

The loneliness is piling up. Please don’t cry alone.
Even if we are so far away, we can believe each other.

I wish to smile as it is. I don’t want you to hurt yourself.
I don't want to repeat such feelings, which have kept fading each time.
Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Please, only look at me. Please, don’t let our hands separate.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…

小宇 - 终于说出口

放飞心情

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我

为什么要低着头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我

可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我

我终于也说出口
其实很爱你 但从没认真说过

或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中（Yeah）
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
Oh不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖着我的手
握住的只是风

我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我
oh no no...

人, 总是在失去一样东西后, 才只道她的珍贵.

i hope im not regretting, i hope i didn't make the wrong choice.

eh seriously ah, go away, i dowanna hurt  u any deeper, its wasting my energy, so, please, auto a lil, ure wasting, my freaking time, i already got over u, so, do the same, and go away, take it as the final favour im asking from u, thanks

Yesterday went to Malaysia, went Holiday Plaza shop till like siao, spent alot of money, then went The Store, then to Plaza pelangi sing K, from 1030-0300 hahaha damn shiok, LOL will update when i take pic of my clothes

any idea how stress/how muuch agony im in? u still ask me this type of question, even got feeling also irritated to no feeling liao la hor, you now still studying, u never fucking know how hard working is, and the worst is, ppl keep ask u how much u got for o's, where u going, when u are a freaking express student, there's more, family probs, u think my family what? like yours? eh come on la, my mum is as old as ur GRANDMA and my dad is OLDER than ur GRANDMA, u think what? they still can work those jobs that get high pay? sorry hor, i every month get $150 nia, breakfast, lunch, dinner, bills, and now i working lagi best, no $150, my salary=my allowance, breakfast, lunch, dinner, bills, wants, needs, new year clothes, u think i stressless? studying is like so much more relaxed okay...

great, my fault again, zzz, u jealous, i offer to change away, u say too late, den i ask u wtf u wan me do? no reply, change subject, u think what? u not happy can vent ur anger on me isit? u jealous for what btw? we also not bf gf anymore, u care so much for what? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

okay, i just handed in the JPSAE form, i hope i can pass...

okay i got 31 for O levels _l_ so, B3 for Eng n Chi E8 for Other 2, F9 for other 2

okay, fuck, im supposed to buy a fucking black hairspray l8r, in order to get my fucking results, and im fucking blogging now cos i all of a sudden feel fucking nervous _l_ man, ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck, my relatives all are expecting me to get good results, yeah, fuck man, its totally not possible la can? zzz, imma die, T________T wish me luck man~

Alright, im getting ready to go fishing, anyways, lemme blog about today 1st

＋＋　貴女ノ為ノ此ノ命　＋＋

「春風香る四月にうたう純恋歌・・・。」

根暗、引き篭もりの僕、無口だけが取り柄です。
寂しくなんてないよ、だからお構いなく。
悪趣味異性観察、楽しくて堪らないよ。
理解不能奇声罵声、今日も張り切って生きますです。

幼稚プレイは飽きました。さらば人工幼少褄。
どうせならリアルでしょう？窓際レンズを覗く。
何時間経ったでしょう？理想そのものの貴女。
運命の人と気付くのは遅すぎた・・・。

何故ですか？貴女を知らないのに、こんなにも胸が痛むのは。
理解らないだけど愛しい。苦しいよ、貴女を見てる「脳」が。

名前も知らぬレンズ内の貴女、声は届かず触れる事もない。
こっちを向いて僕は隠れるから、悲しすぎるよこんなに側に居るのに・・・。

いつか僕に気付く日があるとしたら、貴女はきっと怖がるだろう。
逃げ出すだろう。不安に気が狂う。

何故ですか？貴女を知らないのに、こんなにも胸が痛むのは。
理解らないだけど愛しい。苦しいよ、貴女を見てる「脳」が。

独り歩きの届かずの想い、理解ってるのに止まらぬが恋。
貴女が僕に気付く日は来ない。理解ってました。諦めてました。
ある晴れた早朝、いつものようにレンズに映る名も知らない貴女。
声も掛けれぬ触れられもしない。だってそうでしょ？

「全ては妄想だもの・・・(死笑)」

I AM GOING CRAZY!!!! FUCK!!!! I NEED HER!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

1st day without her.

new life, new name, today onwards, my new name

Yea, you might think its veh fast and soon.
I find it too. 
What were you thinking, seriously?
Just becos we quarrel continuously, does that means we are not meant to be?
Even before when we are "tgt" for a month plus, we alr break and patched for around 5+ times?
What do you take me as? A toy? A toy for you to play with?
You want break then break, you want patch then patch?
You just keep think, you suffer alot. I like no reaction. 
I like got over it very easily. Whats worst, I Dont Love You At All.
Are you mad or what? If i dont love you, i will still be with you meh?
Dont be ridiculous, stop accusing me like that, dont DOUBT me.
You think i dont feel sad when we quarrel? You think i wonderwoman isit?
I tell you, WHATEVER OK?
Im not gonna care anymore. I had enough. 
I regret accepting you. Totally. 
"Where got gf call their bf mad one?" you asked.
I play play cnot isit? I cnot call you mad, you can point middle fingers at me ah?
Can tell me go and die? Can call me siao also lah?
Sorry, i not your type of ideal gf ok.
Whatever lah, i today veh tired. I dowan write anymore.
You yourself know ok? Dont need summarise.




Oh and just so you know, if we haven meet when we are tgt, only means one thing.
We`re only online couples, not real. You arent my ex, im not your ex. 
Its okay, when you get in NYP, there will be ALOT of chiobu for you to gaze at ok? (:
Dont worry, stare until your eyeball drop also can. No one will care anymore. Shoik ah! 





BYE LAH.

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: 
Aelfric Wolf

Known in some parts of the world as: 
Metatron of Bats and Shadows

The Great Archives Record: 
Slipping amongst the shadows, flitting between dark places, always quiet.

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Your fairy is called Feather Hailglow

She is a protector of the lonely.

She lives in high places where the clouds meet the earth.

She is only seen in the light of a full moon.

She wears pale blue like the sky. She has cheery turquoise wings like a butterfly.

okay!! i shall happily announce! as from o1o1o9 12.00am onwards,