today ... baaaaad dayyyyyy ....
early morning woke up, super jialat stomachache T_T damn pain ... den after eat medicine took bus to school, i was already late, aiya so early go in also kana punished, so just took the bus continue go go go, then got off, slowly walk, saw siao kang, he kana gan out of school by mdm amrit LOL then he crapped with me from err... 750am liddat all the way until 10am HAHAHA then i went in school ... zzz damn dun feel like going school lor, i really need a break... im stressing myself too much le... T_T haix ... stress stress stress, den during most of the lessons i was sleeping -.- then during english remedial i kinda attitude-ed miss lee, sorry ): i am not myself lately ... and today my mind is really lagging like siao, really, i dunno why i suddenly become like a retarded like that ... i think i really dying zzz, maybe its time, for me to become anti-social in school, to save energy =.= just chiong work ... zz, to do that ... i need a special someone ... where are you? my special someone!?!?!? haix ... i guess she will never appear ... anyone can teach me how to dao everything people say? cos im seriously getting pissed, i also never say u or disturb u, i live my life, u live ur life, thats what we said, but now, why are u disturbing me? zz, i really dun understand human, i dun understand myself too ... i feel so lost, like a lost soul being in a body, named jingkai, a 16 year old boy who is ugly and stupid and lazy ... IM GOING NUTS!