kaying, i cant lie to myself anymore, even though i kept telling myself i dont love u anymore... but .... i still miss u n i love u .. i wanna forget u but i cant ... girl,
IMY


ytd, went compass point ate n studied n bought myself my guitar pick wahahahahas pink colour de xDDDD cool right? lols, and bought my guitar string, the 5th or aka de A hahaha finally... lols, now i can finally play full songs =.= hahaha got time post de pick de pic here ... and saw jessery meimei when gg home haha at de interchange there lols den went tuition ... zzz so tired can? yawns~ haven been sleeping well...

today, brought my guitar to skool and my shifu(master), zul!!! taught me how to tie a string =.= to a guitar ... haha he is de guitar master of my class man~~!!!! haha den creating a song with daniel, its actually long ago but now making de tune.. de song name is "So near, Yet so far" will post de lyrics at de end... all of a sudden im feeling sad ... and Common test ytd, english was kinda easy, i wrote the topic, "Marriage" and today maths was HARD!!! im gonna fail~ tomorrow is gonna be chem n physics... crap!!!! zzz and here is de lyrics,

“So Near, Yet so Far”
Words and lyrics by Daniel & JingKai

I’ve been sitting around
Waiting for someone like you to come around
(to come around)
No matter how long I wait
I know it’ll never be great (never be great)
Even If I’m feeling down
You know I’ll never come around

I’ll know that you won’t be there for me
But you would be the only one I’ll see


Cos I Know
That We can’t go on
But I’ll have to keep staying strong
And I want
To be here with you
But I know
That it can’t be true
So near but yet so far

No matter how I want you
I’ll know I’ll never come through(never come through)
U know I’ll always love you
I’d run a thousand miles to get you
(thousand miles to get you)
You Know I’ve waited for so long
And I need the strength to carry on

I’ll know that you won’t be there for me
But you would be the only one I’ll see

Cos I Know
That we can’t go on
But I’ll have to keep staying strong
And I want
To be here with you
But I know
That it can’t be true
So near but yet so far

You know that I’ve waited for so damn long
No matter what I do I just can’t go on
Keep Telling myself I’d be true to you
I Swear that’s true
You’ll be forever gone

Cos I Know
That we can’t go on
But I’ll have to keep staying strong
And I want
To be here with you
But I know
That it can’t be true

Cos I Know
That We can’t go on
But I’ll have to keep staying strong
And I want
To be here with you
But I know
That it can’t be true
So near but yet so far

So Near But Yet so far…
kaying, this is for u ...