URGHH!!! i cant believe im crying myself to sleep dis few nights ... juz came back from gym and feel like a disabled... its been quite a while since i started training myself ... but i feel good after training, cos sweat a lot!!! hahaha den i ran for around 2km ard 11-12 mins =) chiong ar chiong... wa my upper body seriously dammn weak la =.= ard 70-80kg jiu buay tong liao =.= hahaha but i will train till fit de =) anyways, today, i started living without her ... its seriously damn difficult, friends were like asking, "eh how u and her liao?" or "eh u and her no more ar?" haix... actually i cried at class today... luckily nobody saw =) seriously, i wanna die... den during english, most of my friends were like keep saying bout her, i juz cant stand it and started to emo... haix.... i keep thinking of her ... every minute, i guess... so damn sad la... ha ... but i try my best cos i promised some of my friends le, to forget abt it ... but i guess its difficult ... zzz... i seriously miss her alot... den, after skool all of a sudden she called me and said, "hey i cant sms le so, ya ... bye" actually, i noe is she dunwan sms me, not cannot sms me ... since she dunwan sms me jiu dun sms lor ... haix... my cut is getting more obvious ... maybe will post the pics at friendster private photo, wan see??? ask me !!! hahaha k den, see u guys... bye!