life without u is just ... fucked up ...
normally, u were always there, to cheer me up.
but today, u weren't there anymore...
i just cant get used to it ...
i shouted at my parents, stared at everyone outside like they owed me something...
banged into anyone dat stands in my way ...
i also dunno why im doing this...
even though im not hungry, i still went to eat wif my parents, and now im having a bad stomachache ...
but even though im writing all this, i noe u will never come back ...

just like the song said, u tell me dat u nid me and then u cut me down ...

this would really be the turning point of my life ...
i would really not wanna jio any girls le ...
dat was wad i always did and land myself in hot soup...
and this time, it landed me in deep shit, real deep shit ...
i miss u ... haix... u must take real good care of urself, dun cry so easily =)