am i juz a sudden attention to u? or am i really important to u? if i ever gave up on u, would u really give a fuck about it? u said u were serious, do u really mean it? or its just to entertain me? do u really nid me? or u juz entertaining me when u have otther GUY friends? i talked lesser to girl FRIENDS evr since u told me u were jealous if i talked to girls, and u always say things about ur GUY friends in my face, u think i wun jealous?? everytime i call u and hear u smsing and u tell me its to a guy, u noe how it hurts? its like a hundred knives cutting, not my wrist, but my heart!!!! i juz wanna clear my doubts about u ... i trusted u, as i loved u. and as somebody said, if u really loved me, u would have trusted me. i cant possibly give in to u forever, have u ever thought of me? ever thought of how i felt? ever knew wad it is like to get replys from a girl i love to be "orh.", "ok" , "no", u noe how it feels? i noe u had historys of how u feel i noe how u feel, cos im also de same victim as u!!!! i was wad once u were!!!! getting throwed around!!! haix, i sometimes really juz feel like giving up, juz over some small things, u will say "then give me up lo" uu noe wad diis makes me feel? make me feel dat im TOTALLY NOT IMPORTANT!!! haix... i cant believe im crying while typing all this crap ...

moodless, heartbroken