woke up @ 1 + today... kinda like tired...
den used com, kinda "xialan" wif her today a little ...
but even if i xialan wif her, all ppl noe dat i realy really really love her alot...
how i wish we were together ... but u dun like me...
how dhha hell can we be together? haix...
now all i hope is u are willing to accept help from me as a fren...
but u dun seem keen on letting me help u... haix...
ARGHH!!!!!! i really screwed up my life!!!!!
how i wish i can go back in time, back to when i was sec 1 ...
i would study hard, and when sec 3 i would go befriend her de 1st time i see her...
but, its totally IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!
maybe... one day ... u might realise wad i did ...
or maybe ... u will hate me for wad i did and for me loving u...
i oso dunno wad is ur choice ...
i oso dunno wad i will do ...
go on wif my perserverence or juz give up...
MAYBE LQ is right ... i should make my own choice ...
so ... i've been thinking...
if i go to sec 4 express, i will continue wif wad im doing now...
and if i go anywhere else, i shall completely give up on u...
i noe u'll be wishing me dun go sec 4 express yea? hmm...





maybe...