I was like half dead when i woke up, seriously, went school, see my friends, hyper, jialat, more tired, then, saw ...... went home straight after school, once i reached home, i collapsed on my bed and fell asleep -.- that was how tired i am D:

Woke up for work, went to work, after one hour of work, the manager told me that i haven't got my punch card, so i can't work zzz sadded, so i came home, im actually kinda happy :D can rest :D wooooo! enjoy the following vid :D

Went to school today with a half asleep brain, went to mum's office to get my documents, went to the clinic to get my injection, and wow, i finally can overcome my fear of injections, it didn't hurt THAT much -.- so much for being so damn worried -.-

Came home, slept like a pig, woke up, went for work, this will be my daily life D: Damn sad please! D: But for my Forest-GT!!! WORK HARD KAI KAMIYA!!! And i think im gonna slim down at this rate, stand for 5 hours per day.

Received my 1st pay=$12 for working from 6-10pm it's my 1st day so the pay rate is $3/Hr

Gonna go get an injection tomorrow zomfgwtfbbq D: i scared injection!!!!

Hope i can get the paperwork done by tomorrow and start working from tomorrow :D tomorrow jiu $3.50/Hr le, WOO! Pay increase just after one day! LOL -.-

Anyways, next time you go to Hougang Mall's Mac to eat, please kindly,

DON'T PLAY WITH YOUR FUCKING FOOD! YOU KNOW HOW DISGUSTING IT IS TO CLEAR UP YOUR FUCKING MESS? =X kidding nia.

But seriously, its ... ugh! I would really appreciate if you don't play with your food :D

And it's really tiring, especially when u have to clear the bin, haha, at least can take a breather, but u have to withstand the garbage dump's smell, and can't sit down, my leg hurts now D: money is seriously difficult to earn, but for my wants, and my debts :X MUST WORK!!! and after my debts, GUITARS! My Forest-GT! My DS-2! And there's this girl, damn cute, haha, and the manager tell me must smile more D: i'll try!!! :D

Need some sleep already, bye!

Dragged myself to school, had CSO test, then went for WRB, got caught for my hair -.- so i went to shave off my side :X i know not nice, but i lazy go cut and cut and cut liao...

After school went to cut hair, then went to bugis to pray with Aunt, Jovan, Jay, Melissa and Norie, sent them back home then me and aunty went to Tampines to pray and i got a talisman, went Hougang Point to buy the "2-in-1 dining table & chair" for Jay & Jovan, then ate at aunt's house jiu came home, damn tired -.- gonna sleep soon! 御休み！

And of course, i did some reflection, and yeah, Alvin & Rach kinda ... woke me up?

I find it damn stupid of me to do such stupid stuffs -.- Seriously, damn laugh-able can?

Of course, i will apologize to Siyan & Amanda tomorrow, i hope i can pull it through though...

Siyan

I have nothing much to say, just, sorry for insulting you, hope you accept my apology. (:

Amanda

Got a lot to say... 1st, i must apologize about jumping into conclusions that you were scolding me, instead, as rach said, you were just advising me to apologize, so yeah, must apologize to you about that, sorry!

Im feeling positive! I hope i can continue this till i graduate! 頑張れ！

I know, its my fault okay? I will recieve my punishment, okay?

I don't fit to have you as my friend, okay?

I don't fit to even have a friend okay?

My attitude sucks, and my personality suck, okay?

ITS MY FAULT OKAY?

I don't deserve friends like you guys.

Satisfied?

If this still doesn't satisfy you, do whatever you like to satisfy you, tell me when you're done.

No sarcasm intended, i just wanna settle this as soon as possible (:

Today, is just another bad day, going for 5km run later on, hope the best happens, cardiac arrest (:

& I think Clementi ITE de Wind Water (Fengshui) no good, keep got problems, LOL kidding la -.-

So went to the gym straight after school, reached the gym around 1230pm, started training the hell out of myself, relieve all the anger, sadness, disappointment and whatever that is, just to drain my energy away~ Left the gym at around 230pm, went home, used com and bathed, left the house at 315pm~

And RuoNee ain't feeling well, so she went to see a doctor with Boss, hope she's okay, whereas Ruo, RJ & Me went back to their house, near Yuying, played basketball, i can swear to you, my motivation to slim down seriously drove me to my limits, i almost fainted actually :X And my leg cramped for a few times ugh, hurts, but the thought of SOMETHING, drove me to continue exercising, my eyes are already closing in fact :D And i scored a lot of 3 pointers today! :D But my wrist hurts now D:

After playing basketball, went to RJ's house, both of them washed up and bathed, and headed to my house, my turn to wash up and bath and stuff, went to Hougang Mall for dinner, walked a few shops, and i saw the shirts, pants and blazer i wanna buy after i've slimmed down, i guess it's gonna be in the near future! :D Saw Man Utd's jersey, damn~ 99 bucks~ i shall pray to god money will fall! Went to eat at Pastamania, FUCK :X i should be exercising like a mad man this week, haha, feel so damn guilty after eating Pastamania.

Went to the big NTUC after eating and the siblings bought stuff and i sent them to the bus stop and here i am, back here, tomorrow, week 2~! Im gonna chiong all exercising and hope i can lose 6kg, i shall try to aim for 90kg at the end of this week, i know its unhealthy, the wrong way and stuff, but, c'mon man, i've been fat for like... 9 years? Its time for me to make a difference!

Gonna go sleep soon, Ciao!

Aston Villa Vs Chelsea

2 - 0

Personal Comments: It was an unexpected win, but its a fantastic win by Aston Villa! :D

Arsenal Vs Birmingham

3-1

Personal Comments: Not much, it was expected (:

Man Utd Vs Bolton

2-1

Personal Comments: It was kind of a disappointing, because actually they can win with a clean sheet, but Van Der Sar played a nice game from an injury, Owen was really disappointing, 2 chances for him but he didn't grab it.

Sunderland Vs Liverpool

1-0

Personal Comments: As hoped, Sunderland has got a splendid win for them, but it was to Liverpool's disadvantage, as two of their star players, Steven Gerrard and Fernando Torres are both down with injury, expected back in October, so that may explain their loss.

Wigan Vs Man City

Tomorrow.

So now the league table stands as follows:

Team, Played, Points

10) Burnley 8 12

11) Everton 8 11

12) Wigan Athletic 8 9

13) Bolton 8 8

14) Wolves 9 8

15) Fulham 7 7

16) Birmingham 9 7

17) Blackburn 7 7

18) Hull City 8 7

19) West Ham Utd 8 5

20) Portsmouth 9 3

Okay, so i was bored ~.~ so i got myself a tattoo :D

Okay, "tattoo" haha, 7pm going RJ house !

Woke up at 9 today, slept at around 7.30pm yesterday :X

Actually was supposed to go to gym today morning but, my body just can't move, full of aches -.-

Yesterday was a terrible day until i saw my weight, i lost 4kg already \m/

I will continue this until im happy with my weight :D

Tonight there is so many nice matches going on! ZOMG~ Gonna catch all of them @ RJ's house later on!

Aston Villa Vs Chelsea

I would say Chelsea's gonna win~ (:

Arsenal Vs Birminham

I would say Arsenal's gonna win~ (:

Manchester United, Obviously! (:

Sunderland Vs Liverpool

I would say Sunderland has got a good chance~ (:

Wigan Vs Man City

I would say Man City's gonna win~ (:

But, Wayne Rooney is not going to play in today's match due to injury, Darren Fletcher is doubtful, Michael Owen and Edwin Van Der Sar WILL play in tonight's match, lets just hope for the best!

I shall post the results of the above matches tomorrow morning!

Glory Glory Man United!

Blogging for 2nd time, worked out, woo, my legs are, gonna cramp -.-

Tomorrow morning go gym chiong! People go club chiong i go gym chiong \m/

Anyone remembers Kiyo? She's my dollfie remember? :D Changed her legs today.

Haha sounds strange :X.

Damn nua now ~.~ Gonna practice guitar later~

One more! \m/

I just found out, i got no Reita! D:

I will forget what happened yesterday and today, take it as none of it has taken place.

Went school as per normal today, but lessons 3 hours only, pon-ed S&W, reached hougang at around 1+ came home, washed up, headed down to gym at around 2.15, met Qiang, he's still as fit as ever ;A; trained like crazy at the gym, and there was this indian guy who trained too hard and he injured his hand, and he totally can't move it, scary -.- but i will still continue to pump, wahahaha yeah, and now im very very, tired -.- i guess i'll sleep early today (:

Felt so good after training, even though my arms are aching like fuck, and they're like vibrating automatically, and they're turning into jelly -.-

thats all for today, another picture for the GazettE fans! \m/!

Uruha! 8D Pretty!

Yes, im awake early today, waiting for time to pass, and keep reminding myself to stay strong, very strong, I. Shall. Prevail. muahahahaha -.- anyways, mum has given me consent to go to the Kelong next Saturday, hope this time i go there, i leave my sad memories there, and let it be blown away by the monsoons~ But, i won't forget, the pain i endured.

Lately kinda tuning my body, stopped smoking, decided to quit for good.

Another picture for the GazettE!!! \m/

Sochii's husband :D

Tribute to the GazettE

Today was actually quite a happy day, but it ended as a bad day, went to school, had slacking lessons, then Mr Alvin Chan's lesson as last one, he is really a very nice teacher, i am happy having him to teach us, after that, took 165 from Clementi back to home, came home~ on-ed com, saw something which made my day bad, yeah, if anyone wanna knows what, msn or tag me, i'll show u, privately.

Anyways, i shall reveal my new hairstyle (:

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I. MUST. DEFEAT. YOU.

FUCK!

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Before i defeat you, i will have to defeat my greatest enemy, myself.

Like Pein, i shall let you have the taste of being in pain.

School reopens! 1st day of term... 3?

1st thing go school, kana caught, hairstyle, and hair colour 8D weeeeeeeeeeee~ and of course, ear stud -.- kns, now my lessons ends at 3pm everyday, except for friday, which ends at 12pm~ went to call centre to have lessons, 2nd period, by Mr Baey, yeah, took stupid pictures,

My Clique (:
Scandal!
Inside my office LOL!

Im your boss!

After CSO had lunch, then went for Mr Alvin Chan's lesson, briefed us about SVE, stress -.- after that around 2pm took bus, back to hougang, cut hair T__T bye long hair~

Emo-ing as im gonna cut hair ):

At the salon :o

And my new hairstyle? Stay tuned, will post tomorrow 8D

i guess, forgetting is mission impossible for me, cos i feel pain, in me.

Went out with aunt today, bought dog food (:

After that helped her carry the stuffs to her house, then i walked back to my house, stopped by the bread shop i used to go to, chatted with the aunty for like 2 hours plus, its been a long long time since i last saw her, haha, it was nice chatting with her, she treated me to a peanut butter waffle 8D shiok-ness, and while i was walking back, saw Amy, damn aunty sia this girl, LOL, and here i am.

さよなら.