Wednesday, September 30, 2009
9:32 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Feeling damn vexed, again, i wanna be a bad guy for once, and put her down, cos i don't think she even gives a damn. I hate life the way it is, totally. FML.
This song suits my mood now, totally. Im totally pissed with everyone around me right now, feel like giving my mum a punch.
& yes, i am a fucking smoker! & im going to smoke until my lungs turn black tomorrow!
7:40 PM
today woke up at 10 plus, sneezing like a mad man -.-
nothing much to do today, maybe jam at night in my room, again, and pissing my dad off
at this rate, im gonna grow super fat -.- fuck. gotta go slim down, lose all my fats! :D
Ciaos!
i don't expect much anymore.
2:05 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
Today, i woke up at... 5.30pm :D
Yesterday night, i was feeling damn sad, i don't know why D:
And then, dumbdumb called me (: talked for a while, she knows im moodless, and before she hanged up, she gave me a shock, by doing something :X she's soooooooooo sweeeeeeeeeeet, that lightened up my mood, i suppose, but i still cried myself to sleep, maybe i miss the kelong too much.
Im loving her, more and more each day, no matter what the outcome is, i will never regret my decision
9:39 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Okay, im back here, in one piece, and for photos, visit my facebook, thanks :D saves the trouble for me to post here -.- after a relaxing trip, im back in the complicated life in Singapore -.- Man U won stoke city 2-0 1st goal assist by Sir Ryan Giggs (\m/!!) haha, drank at the kelong, felt so damn good and relaxed, like finally! hope to go there again soon! (:

This picture was taken BY ACCIDENT, nice right? LOL!
And fuck, i am so fucking fat, i must slim down !
Bendan Loves Dumbdumb ♥
11:15 PM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Jasmine, i have a confession to make, the secret i've always wanted to tell you is that, i like you D:
i know its a little bit too fast to say so now, maybe its a crush, maybe its not, but you remember the pictures i took at punggol beach? i can show u proof (: don't avoid me, alright?
I love you, Jasmine Yeo i'll be back, i guess...
♥DumbDumb, Bendan love you♥ (:
i know its a little bit too fast to say so now, maybe its a crush, maybe its not, but you remember the pictures i took at punggol beach? i can show u proof (: don't avoid me, alright?

I love you, Jasmine Yeo i'll be back, i guess...
♥DumbDumb, Bendan love you♥ (:
12:24 AM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I got the urge to post this, AGAIN, this song just makes me cry.. It describes my life lately D:
9:41 PM
8:41 PM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Today, imma blog about Sir Ryan Giggs, a living legend, indeed, he is 35 years old, but he plays like he's 25, here's a video about him, a living legend, gotta get his jersey!!
不知不觉中, 我已爱上了妳. 愛している,可愛いの少女
9:42 PM
Have been crying just now, i don't know why, the tears just flowed out, what's with me man...
Slept at 8pm, woke up at 1am, saw her sms, yeah, played my guitar, cried -.-
And now i just can't sleep D:
♥I love you. 愛している♥
2:04 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
I wanna learn how to play this song, LOL looks kinda hard, yesterday night chatted with Jasmine on the phone all the way till 3.30am HAHA
woke up 10+ today -.- she more solid, woke up at 7+ o.o
anyways, i rotted at home today, damn bored -.-
and the stupid mcdonalds cannot take my order zzz, cannot order lor, eat maggie mee, AGAIN! zzz, gotta sleeep early today, i guess.
6:55 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Owen's dramatic goal! :D
P.s, for people dunno, Man Utd are those in red, and Owen is 7 :D
Anyone get me Owen's Jersey?

short sleeved

Long sleeved

Add in the shorts, it'll be perfect
10:45 PM


Its definitely a miracle man, at the 95th minute, everyone thought that this'll be it, a draw game, but Owen, who came out on the 76th minute scored the finishing goal at the 96th minute, last minute of the game, perfect victory! Patrick & me were like shouting like hell when owen scored, he seriously hasn't lost his touch, my idol, indeed, the winning goal for Manchester United, FOOO!
1:45 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
12:44 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009
I just found out, after smoking, a person's voice can go higher pitch, and sound more sexy, like Ruki 8D and today went aunt house, washed her car, now look damn shiny, damn shiok, haha, then went kovan, find keong and gang, went to play Para Para, lol, we all looked damn stupid, got videos, uploading to youtube, will upload here once i get it :D
10:31 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Actually i planned to sleep early today, after Amanda (not clementi ITE one) called me but i saw my guitar, my hand got itchy and...
This is me, im not lying ^^
11:34 PM

And still act one cute, BABY _l_ princess _l_ fuck off la damn erxin, cut one bangs, on her look like one kuku jiao face -.- and act one princess, where got princess scratch leg, dig nose, throw the residue everywhere one? KNN in front of my cousins and other relatives, only know how to talk, say will take care baby, FUCK! in the end is my aunt take care, KNNBPCB!!!!!
12:48 AM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Okay, i just figured out i've been wasting time on thinking about somethings, a person, to be exact, for the past few days, should concentrate more on my guitar instead of that person, a her, to be exact, as what Rinn said: what you feel is what you play, sadness? not anymore, i wanna play fierce music! ROAR!
P.s: Its Filth In The Beauty day again!
9:58 PM
Today is a fucking boring day -.- nothing to do the whole day, decided to not eat cos the sight of instant noodles makes me wanna puke x.x so i went to youtube, found this lame video, and yeah, kept me and rinn entertained for the whole afternoon, enjoy (:
my phone lately damn quiet sia -.-
5:08 PM

12:57 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
I don't talk to people i hate (:
Today was a whole day of guitar practicing, love it man, got damn high, learnt how to slap the guitar like 俺様! :D played a few ガゼット's songs, yeah, gonna sleep early soon, and fuck i failed expanding my ear hole again, fucking painful now ]= nevermind, i hope and i guess i can sleep early today (:
i don't need you, you are not the only girl on earth, and im not gonna give in this time (:
7:27 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
kns, call me lazy bum
anyways, im here blogging finally and Man Utd rocks, won tottenham 3-1 wahahahaha and today whole day rot at home, like, totally, rot. -.-
12:17 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
That lazy bum dun want to update so here i am updatin for him. He went to buy his guitar strings for his sexy black guitar. Ton the night to watch soccer and fix his guitar. Sleep at 5am.
Thats all i know. I'm just bored. Okay, whatever.
Byebye,
Qian yu
Thats all i know. I'm just bored. Okay, whatever.
Byebye,
Qian yu
12:26 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
How i hope, i was the boy you loved.
12:59 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Now that no one knows my blog, im happy, typing all of this for myself to read, yes, myself.
Qian Yu, i really love you, but, you love him, i don't know what you think, that was why i did all of this.
Once again, i am sad, and some retards on facebook gave unwanted comments and pissed me off, yes, im fucking pissed.
I guess im gonna relieve some stress tonight and tomorrow night, playing guitar and smoking, the only stuffs that make me feel better.
and yes, im a bastard.
Qian Yu, i really love you, but, you love him, i don't know what you think, that was why i did all of this.
Once again, i am sad, and some retards on facebook gave unwanted comments and pissed me off, yes, im fucking pissed.
I guess im gonna relieve some stress tonight and tomorrow night, playing guitar and smoking, the only stuffs that make me feel better.
and yes, im a bastard.
9:58 PM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
愛している,カ?
6:23 PM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
痩せた夢に もう一度を歌う
悲しみさえ自分だよと
答えてくれるなら
傷ついてもいい…
悲しみさえ自分だよと
答えてくれるなら
傷ついてもいい…
終わるはずの夢に
さよならが咲いてる9:01 PM
Monday, September 7, 2009
im lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy
to update -.-
9:49 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Went Kbox for the past 2 days, fierce man~ -.- yeah and im kinda tired, BEV exam tomorrow, and i think nothing went into my head -.- even though i studied real hard, may God bless me tomorrow 8D tc all, fucking tired.
10:54 PM
Friday, September 4, 2009
Fuck man, seriously fucked up, fucking bitch, i go out every single time, she calls me every single time, asking "EH WHERE YOU AH?" in chinese, fucked up tone, and she claims that she calls me once in a blue moon, and with a nice attitude, -'- FUCK YOU! fuck man, dunno what i did in my past life to have such a fucked up family, "thanks God" for giving me such a "NICE" family, thanks uh! _l_
i just need to drink
fucking make myself drunk
9:42 PM
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Okayyyy, didn't went school today, and not gonna attend school tomorrow and friday, told mdm hasnah bout it, gotta start hitting the books, and imma be MIA from my home tomorrow onwards, till dunno when, so have fun man, and don't stop tagging!
11:06 PM
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
aww man, i so damn phail at piercing my lip D: even my qianyu have, i don't have D:
hope i can pull it through when i go school, Rinn-san, yorushiku! and im not going to school tomorrow \m/ i rock!
WOOOO!!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
倩瑜, 愛している :P
hope i can pull it through when i go school, Rinn-san, yorushiku! and im not going to school tomorrow \m/ i rock!
WOOOO!!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
倩瑜, 愛している :P
10:44 PM
this morning, i tried doing something stupid & crazy, i tried piercing my lip, on my own, it was fucking painful and blood oozed out, of cos i took it out la, damn scary, those who said piercing lip is not painful -'-
11:48 AM