Thursday, April 30, 2009
okay, im back blogging, really damn tired lately, i wanna go sleep soon :D finally can get good rest hahaha, i love gazette, bye~ anyways, all go to
9:21 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
the GazettE - 7gatsu 8ka
It's been two years since we broke up, but it still feels like it was yesterday
Even though we're walking down different roads I still look towards your direction sometimes
I can't say that I want things to be like before
Because it's not cool
But despite that I still love you
So much that I can't do anything about it...
I cried every night, which was shameful
I even tried to forget you because it was so hard
But I still think about you.
I'm still so lonely...
Where are you, and what are you doing? Were you able to reach your precious dreams...
Maybe worrying is unnecessary But please, don't erase me from your memory
Do you still remember? Those precious days
When tears and smiles were still spilling
We cried together saying that
We would meet again, that we'd never forget each other...
Even though I'm such a weak crybaby
Will you walk with me once more?
I'll wait for years until that day comes
Please let me hear your voice I'm right here
I won't go anywhere anymore I'll stay here forever
I want to hear your voice, so I'll call you
But today, this call is rejected again...
Are you avoiding me? I don't even know that
But one day I found you
You, smiling happily
You were holding hands with the person you love now
You were so grown up and so beautiful
And even though I should've been sad, I was happy
It was enough to see that you're doing fine...
I pretend to be strong
I couldn't even talk to you and I held back my tears
All I did was wave my hand a little
Saying thank you, and stay healthy
Good bye to you
I'm still wishing for your happiness
You, that I love so much that I will never be able to see again
Thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart
Goodbye, take care
Until the day we meet again...
July 8th,(Thursday) Sunny day
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this song reminds me of some things, on my mind, feels like crying .. ): but the GazettE really brings the real me out of me, they just rock my life, without the GazettE, im nothing, they sang out my feelings, my everything :D THE GAZETTE ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!
found some old pics :D

Cosfuck Itachi LOL

Playing the bass that rocks, ROCK ON! (Reita & Ruki wannabe)

and lastly, my source of life, The GazettE
i miss you...
7:38 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Okay im so damn dead, i haven even do any homework since thursday, hasnah's gonna kill me tomorrow T__T *vampire mode!!!*
Kai Kamiya: you think i'll be defeated this easily? muahahahahaha
okay im lame, and sian, zzz...
school rocks but going to school sucks, and the rules there suck too, pray that i don't get caught for my hair tomorrow T__T
11:06 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Okay, yesterday night was a fishless night, haha, there was alot of bites, but none of them was landed HAHAHA, so, zero fighter! haha, tonight going back there to fish again, while doing work, sianzzzzz, hahahaha, tiring and fun hahaha k den, blog aanother time
2:26 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
Im gonna go fishing soon, after this post :D i love fishing la, like totally, anyways, today rachael damn chor lor, scratch me )))): i should bite her :P and school is like damn boring today =.= came home, wanted to enlarge earhole, but fucking pain, LOL, den gave up hahaha, anyways, i got accepted into Kamiya family, and my new name is Kai Kamiya haha, not much diff la =.= still kai~ hahaha okay then, wish me luck for fishing! :D
edited by diyana =.=
5:44 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
When you're right, no one remembers.
When you're wrong, no one forgets.
When you're wrong, no one forgets.
above is copied from guolun's blog, i totally agree to that sentence, damn, im feeling emo all of a sudden, sianzzzzzzzzz... but on the bright side, im going fishing tomorrow! :D but sian, tomorrow whole day is my "favourite" lesson and i haven do any homework =.= so much homework, will die one leh zzzzzzzzzzzz
8:30 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
emo? not emo? dunno leh~ abit mixed feelings now zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
9:27 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
okay, im like lazy to blog lately, and there's also nothing much to blog, so, yeah, i need sleep, school is fun basically, got alot laughter everyday, and homework everyday =.= the good thing is, we are going sibu kelong on 27 & 28 june!!!! OOOOOOOOOOH YEAHHHHHHHH
7:42 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009


and this was took out of boredom, while trying whether i still fit to my uniform, hahaha, pai kia goes to school LOL
1st day at clementi ite, kinda "stressful" alot of girls, pretty girls =.= and alot of malays, friendly :D hahaha, but some fierce, hmm, my class, kinda "high" and i have a very friendly and lenient advisor, mr baey, haha, a very nice guy, bought us oreo on the 1st day, hope my 2 years at clementi ite will be a nice memory for me, anyways, 2nd year of my studies will be at choa chu kang =.= they move house, LOL, but cool la, look like shopping mall, the new one, so, i guess i shall sleep earlier, hahaha, too early wake up =.= bye all~ loves
7:02 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Yesterday was a super packed day, lol, morning went to fish with zul, to around evening, then rushed to marina square watched Fast & Furious 4, then went bedok jetty fished till morning, then ate mac, after that came home slept till 8 plus, and now im tired again, i guess i'll go sleep soon, 


saito caught this morning LOL not by me

PICS!

pretty pretty kiyo!!!! kiyo says hi to all by the way :D, i brought her to the beach :P

and as i was walking, i saw... HIDAN!!!!!! zomgwtfbbq!!!! see that damn sign, im definitely sure!!

stingray caught last week :D


its kinda big~
alright den, bye~ i love kiyo :P bye~~
10:53 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009


I started to get pissed with life.

and then a new blade was entrusted to me.

the end result, KILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SLASH, something i told my friends not to do.
9:45 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Went to watch Detroit Metal City :D its a nice show hahaha SATSUGAI!!!!!!!!

Who can get me this,


Can you actually believe he is the L from death note? hahaha its a very nice show xD KILL KILL KILL KILL!!!!!!

OST~~~!!!! i have it, jealous? xD want the song can tell me xD


or this, i love you like siao man!!! hahaha !!!
KILL ALL THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muaahahahahaha *krauser mode* LOL
10:07 PM